Day 82?

It's been soooo long since I have written a post here and that is only because we seem to talk frequently and my strength is growing daily to the point that I don't need to always enmesh myself in some sort of connection that makes me cognizant of my dedication to you- There is not forgetting now.   I love you more with each moment and I am still feeling like I am looking from the outside in because it'  so surreal to me that this is slowly happening with you and I. We are planning a future really, and it's wonderful!  I love you my King. I cannot wait to see you and I am praying from now until next week that this flight home is going to happen and we are going to be in each other's arms really soon!